I do not have the aptitude to him say to my friends that the soul hurts me. Really I am very bad for a problem of my family but it cannot be told to my friends since I think that they are not going to understand me, but I have confidence in them.

 in addition, I feel that I am cutting bows with very important persons for my, these last two years were not not good at all but I continue forward.

Already pense two times in ending with my life, and try once but my twelve-year-old brother I stop, from that time do not try to do it mas, my brother and my best friend knows alone this. I feel that she is the only one who can understand me, but that often does not stop understanding, nose if sere I incomprehensible

Not, I will continue looking for the happiness without any response…